
Heart in Hand be Barbara Cameron
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After the wedding of her
cousin Naomi, knitter Anna, a widow, finds herself missing love and the
closeness of a husband. She feels a special connection with her
grandmother as they both struggle to go on with life.
Is Anna on
the verge of finding happiness when she realizes John Esh is interested
in her? Love begins to warm Anna’s heart, but will she be so afraid of
losing someone that she gives up the second chance that God has
provided?
About the Author:
Barbara Cameron is the author of 35 fiction and non-fiction books,
three nationally televised movies (HBO-Cinemax), as well as the winner of the
first Romance Writers of America Golden Heart Award. When a relative took her
to visit the Amish community in Lancaster, Pennsylvania,
she felt led to write about the spiritual values and simple joys she witnessed
there.
Her latest book is the Amish fiction,
Heart in Hand.
About the Book:
Anna, a
knitter and the
oldest of the three cousins, watches the wedding of Naomi and Nick the
following fall and remembers her own wedding. A widow, Anna thinks about how
short her time with her husband was; as she looks at her grandmother, she
wonders if Leah is recalling her own marriage. Her grandparents were married
for a longer time than she and her husband were, but Anna and her grandmother
lost their spouses only months apart three years ago. Perhaps this is why they
have always felt so close. Both know how hard it is to be a widow, to go on
with life.
Gideon Beiler approaches Anna one day. Gideon is a
wonderful, caring man. He, too, has suffered a loss – his wife, Mary, died and
left him to raise their only daughter. Spring is a time for new beginnings, for
love to bloom as nature thaws the earth and makes it come alive again after the
long cold winter. As love begins to warm Anna’s heart again, she’s afraid to
chance losing someone she has come to care so much about. Her grandmother tells
her she believes Gideon may be the man God has sent for her to have a second
chance at love.
Stitches in time…and place: three cousins who laugh and
love and learn about life together with their warm and wise grandmother, Leah,
in their special shop. Two generations of Amish women who are bound by strong
threads which bind them to their creativity and their community.
Book Excerpt:
It felt
like dawn would never come.
When Anna
first realized that it was going to be one of those nights . . . one of those
awful nights that felt like it would never end, she reached for the book she’d
been reading and read for a while with the help of the battery lamp on the
bedside table.
Reading
didn’t help. Knitting didn’t, either, and knitting always relaxed her. Reaching
for her robe, Anna pushed her feet into her slippers and padded downstairs to
the kitchen. There was no need for a light for she knew her way from all the
dozens—no, hundreds—of nights she’d gone downstairs in the dark.
Even
before the first time she stepped inside this house, she knew it like the back
of her hand. She and Samuel had drawn the plans, spent hours talking about how
he and his brothers were going to build it. As soon as the house was finished,
he’d started crafting furniture for it. The final piece he’d made was a cradle
for the baby he hoped they’d have soon.
His
sudden illness stopped him in his tracks. Leukemia, said the doctor. One day it
seemed he was an agile monkey climbing up the frame of a barn he and other men
were raising—just a few days later he could barely get out of bed and she’d
joked he’d turned into an old man. She’d insisted that he see a doctor and
reluctantly he’d done so.
Six
months later, he was gone and she’d shut the door to the room with the tiny
crib. She buried her dreams the day she buried Samuel.
She
filled the teakettle and set it on the stove to heat. How many cups of tea had
she drunk in the middle of the night? She wondered as she reached for a cup and
the box of chamomile tea bags.
Before
Samuel had died, she’d heard about the seven stages of grief. She’d been naïve.
You didn’t go through them one by one in order. Sometimes you
walked—faltered—through them in no certain order. Sometimes they ganged up on
you when you least expected them.
And
sometimes—it felt like too many times—no one seemed to understand.
She
couldn’t blame them. The only way she got through the first month, the first
year, was to put on a brave face and pretend she was getting through it. There
was no way she could get through it otherwise—she’d shatter into a thousand
pieces that no one would be able to put back together again.
Humpty
Dumpty, she thought wryly. Then she frowned, wishing that she hadn’t thought of
the childhood story. A closed door didn’t keep out the memory of the tiny crib
that lay behind it.
The
teakettle’s piercing whistle broke into her musing, its sound so sharp and
shrill that she put her hands over her ears to block it while she got up to
take it off the flame. She poured the hot water over the tea bag, took the mug
back to the kitchen table and sat there, dipping the bag in and out of the
water.
Finally,
she pulled the bag out and set it on the saucer. Sighing, she massaged her
scalp and wondered if she should take an aspirin to stop the pain. Then she
flicked her hair behind her shoulders and hunched over the cup. In a minute,
she’d get up and get the aspirin. Her mind might be awake, but her body felt
tired and full of lead.
As she
trudged back up the stairs a few minutes later, she heard something—it sounded
like a laugh, a high, excited one that went rushing past her up the stairs. She
watched, tired, leaning against the wall as she saw herself—lifting the hem of
her nightgown so she wouldn’t trip—Samuel reaching for her as she flew up the
stairs to their room.
She
blinked, not sure if she was dreaming or seeing a ghost of the two of them, so
young and in love, so unaware that anything bad could touch them
My Take: Although I haven't read any of the first two books in this series, I will be going back and reading them, I really enjoyed this book. This is a sweet book that takes two Amish widowers and brings them together and although the road to true love isn't always smooth it has some cute help from a little girl. I would highly recommend this book if you like Amish romances or just stories about a simpler way of life. You do not have to read the first two books in this series to enjoy this one but you will probably want to go back and read them like I will be. Since I live in Lancaster County PA much of this book rang true and I could literally hear the horse and buggies as I read this book.
I was provided a review copy of this book in exchange for my honest opinion from Pump Up Your Book.